Deficiency in vitamin 'Z'

Typing this with my aching arms...and bagful eyes...
Had my first paper today... only managed to do 3 outta the 4 required questions...and incomplete answers... Hope it's enough to get me a P...
Hate the authorities for arranging such an awful venue for exams...no aircon in this tropical climate for 3 whole hours, and sweaty palms made gripping of the pen difficult...gotta grip it real hard...end up with sore arm...
Only got a handful of winks...so sleepy...*yawns*
Still gotta to tackle another tough paper...the one i failed last term...sighs...i hate AUDIT!! Never thought that it would be that difficult...The questions were tricky...with the stingy time (so far only two papers i managed to finish on time...haa)
All the complaints!!
Had a difficult time from family during the revision period...sobbed not because of the studies but because everything always come tumbling at the same time...sometimes think that tis is nothing compared to those who had suffered alot more than me...but at times i do admit (rather be) a weakling...let people help me...if only people would help...things are just so difficult to handle...and if things aren't worse enough...god has more in his bag...
Wonder... am i an asset or liability in god's balance sheet... his revenue or cost in the profit statement... am i paying off my debt (if so, how long?) or am i slowly depreciating in value?
Do the credits add up to the debits? Would god show individuals his account books? Offer business plans to us? (Do know 666 has contracts as thick as law books... else there wouldn't be so many successful people...)
Do good people really get what they deserved? And do the bad guys get their desserts? (Why do they still get to eat yummy stuff when they've done wrong? And obedient people only get carrots in return)
Boy...cranky ideas again... think i'm due for a chess game with Grandpa Zhou...