Setback

On leave during the last few days...went back to office on Fri to clear some stuff...
Really regretted it...went to officer L with some queries on the system stuff she entrusted to me...
As I didn't have the authorisation (not my fault), she had to do it herself...somehow she was fed-up with the system (or me) and she shot me a question "What do you think of the implications of the system....? You studied ACCA, so you should know right?"
That really threw me back...The way she said it was like ridiculing me about doing ACCA and yet, couldn't accomplish anything she gave me...
Ya, I know I'm hopeless with the GL stuff, people mgt, studies etc...but I still couldn't hold back my sadnes...
It doesn't help that I was already debating whether to continue with my studies, and having exams at the same time...*sighs*
If only I had the guts to stand up to the bullies, for myself...

another bleakness....